Eunice

2012-01-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

我忘了你说，你什么都不在乎。

拜年！:D

2012-01-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

29/1

Muahahahahahaha!! My very very first time going 拜年 with my friends!
Maybe a little difference when I've turned 18?
HAHAHAHAHA GAHHH :P

Went to church as usual naong!
They came over, we also went to few more houses.
We ate, drank, played Killer & Mafia, got angpaus and chattered.
Sampat larr!

It's a nice day for me :D
I felt terribly tired lar, at night.
Had a great dinner --- steamboat.
Thanks mom, and dad.

我好幸福；惜福。(;

These 5K buddies went me through my first 拜年 with friends, awesome! (: (: (: ❤

我的初六

2012-01-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

28/1

Woke up early to XueFeiJie's, Ambrose had to practice his psalm.
Things were just fine there.
I thought we were going to visit those my dad's-old-pals-or-even-my-parents'-customers'-house, but hmm, we just didn't.
So it ended up me calling dad to give me another companion for my ownself-learning driving lesson x)
Elder brother went back to bed and I annoyed him to allow me using his manual car to drive.
Mum was busy tidying stuffs like a clean-up.
Ambrose only know how to game, forget about that.
Austin kinda stuck his hand to the iPhone.

I did badly initially, that clutch is really a headache for noobies like me.
Aww! :(
But before dad ended the "lesson", it was quite smooth for the letting-go-of-the-clutch-thingy-before-you-step-on-the-oil-peddle, that very very instant.
HEH.
We were super late for lunch, mum wanted today to be a family day since there was no houses for us to 'bai' :P
I called the uncle, heart beating fast.
He arranged a time for me and I went sampat-ing downstairs to tell the whole house, hahaha jkjk.
I was really nervous ma, even now =S
I just can't get myself to handle these stuffs ya know???????

'Right, then we went for lunch, late lunch, at err I think it's somewhere near Vcb's house, HEH.
Had an awesome one!!! ;d *yummmmmm*

Then bro wanted to waste a little time before our movie at 6pm, so he treated us with 'ice', LOL.
Here ;)

Too seldom to get a family pic @.@

Thennnnnnnnnn, went straight to TGV for

That lengzai 黄宗泽 is sooooo na here, cute dou seiiii ahh x)

Didn't have my dinner :(
May everybody had a nice day lur ;D

Ishh, I miss you, yea, like a noob ._.

P.A.T.I.E.N.C.E.

2012-01-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

✞ P = peace, prayer and positive spirit
✞ A = attitude adjustment
✞ T = thankfulness for all you have
✞ I = insight and imitating Christ
✞ E = expecting that it is well
✞ N = not giving in to negative thoughts
✞ C = caring about all those around you
✞ E = experiencing more of God’s grace

When you find yourself being vexed, pull out your patience list and walk through each step.

God will make sure all your needs are met.

A quote found in Facebook

学会控制自己的脾气：

看别人不顺眼，是自己修养不够。

人愤怒的那一个瞬间，智商是零，过一分钟后才慢慢恢复正常。

人的优雅关键在于控制自己的情绪。

用嘴伤害人，是最愚蠢的一种行为。

要学会控制自己的脾气，做一个有修养的人。

Days In Kampung

2012-01-27T13:38:00.002+08:00

27/1

Hellooooooooooooo world!
Today's 初五, how I've lived my pass few days in kampung? LOL.
Let's see . . .

SLEEP
EAT
BATHE
PRAY ROSERY
WATCH PEOPLE GAMBLE, and I did gamble on the last day I was there
PLAY WITH BABY JAYDEN
HAVE DRINKS THERE
BBQ
WATCH THEM PLAY BASKETBALL while I did some snapssss
MOTOR RIDE
TV
and . . . . . . . . . SLEEP

Gawddd I do sleep a lot @oo@ *oinkkk*

Baby Jayden is my point today!!! :D

ISN'T . HE . ADORABLE ?!

Dang, I can't help myself not looking at him everydayyyyyyy ♥

He just laughed when my dad played with him, cute laugh he has.

And he just cried whenever he feels uncomfortable, or hungry.

He pulls and scratches his right ear whenever he feels tired, aww what cute indication :P

That's what I call pure.

Just simple, just that.

What I failed to do, to keep to myself.

It's a "should I", or a "shouldn't I"?

I'll get to the answer one day.

And by the way, I just love babies :D

有时候，你越隐藏你对一个人的感觉，你陷得越深。

2012-01-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EHH GUYS! :D

Haha, I found a version of picture, which is more "friendly" type.
'Cause other pictures are too explosive or fulled with enthusiasm.
Not my mood now haha, I want a peaceful new year and I don't know why :P

Alright enjoy 2012's CNY and everyone wish to have more angpaus right? LOL.
Most importantly is our health naong!
May God bless everyone's journey back to kampung to be safe, please O.O

God bless all of us! ♥

2012-01-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

他静悄悄地来过

他慢慢带走沉默

只是最后的承诺

还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错

只是美丽的独秀

太折磨

他说无所谓

只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾

他曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾

绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味

今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

2012-01-20T00:13:00.001+08:00

Look into my eyes and tell me you know that I'm NOT okay when I say I am.

《狂想曲》筹委培训营

2012-01-18T13:47:00.001+08:00

13~14/1

I don't know how to start, really.
'Cause this post wouldn't be the 'journal' type, it'll be the 'diary' type.
I've a lot of relevation and new inputs from the seniors.
Goshh I seriously love their sharing, it's so complete and mature and thorough and everything :D
That's why they're called 催化员 (;

I learned that listening to what parents say might be good sometimes, learned to put myself lower than anybody, to obey, to accept, to listen.
I learned to stop retorting, swallowing what was my very own thinking, which sometimes might be wrong.
I learned to know which case was more important at last minutes.

Games there tested my patience.
Workshops there let me try my best when I knew I was not the best.
They let me know how small am I to be in God's creation.
They let me feel how powerful God's love is.
One of it let me know how my friends love me, how people can praise you with their true hearts, 'till both of us were streaming tears.
Warmth.

Maybe there are much more, that I couldn't remember,
or I wasn't conscious that I've felt it, but I feel so . . . I think that I still have a lot to learn, to grow into, to love, to control.
Life is long, love is forever, God is everything.

No pictures, just this :)

Sometimes, you have to feel so so grateful to have something called 'friends'. ♥

2012-01-17T14:36:00.001+08:00

Hate that I love you so.

只有祢懂我

2012-01-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

我不颓废，谁说SPM后就一定很得空？
我不是没事做，我是不敢做。
我太小，事情太大。
我怕我肩负不来。
我懂我该祈祷，但是现在只想发泄一下。
我只需要一个可以倾诉的人，不是你们不好，是不想连累你们。
我只好找耶稣，原本就该这样，有时得不到真实感，对不起主，是我的错。
我给自己承诺，从今天开始，不再拖延完成那些责任。
我告诉自己，是时候长大、拥有成熟的思想、不发脾气…
我是软弱的，只有祢懂我。♥

Maybe my hair makes me look like I haven't been living a real life for 10 years, like in a cave or something.
That's just what I want for the effect, muahahahahahahaha.
I can do it, with God's help & blessings.
I. Must. Put. My. Everything. Onto. You.

这怎么那么像我

2012-01-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。

她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。

她也会偶尔的忧郁，朋友问她怎么了，她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

But I know I'll do fine with God. ♥

圣母军宣誓 . 爱与乐 (;

2012-01-11T14:04:00.001+08:00

9/1

对吖对吖跟王力宏同一天！！！
Okay enough of him la weii :D :D :D
So at night, after my looooooooooooooooooooong nap back from LeeHom, I went to LOM as usual ;)

Today the after 8teens would be having an serious ceremony, 宣誓。To becoming a REAL LOM member!
And all of us were here to witness their solemn day this night! :D

Let the pictures do the talking lar ;D

While the thing just got started.

Then of course, our group picture! :D

Aww, I love them all ♥

Then all of us went down to the canteen for our cutting cake ceremony, 'cause today it's <显灵之母>'s anniversary!
As for the kid's group, it was Amelia's and Teresa's birthday.
So both groups celebrated together! ^.^

Kid's group ;D Cute la themmmmmm! ♥♥♥

Mine ♥ :D

抢吃了!!!!!! x)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee awesome day & night! ♥♥♥

我爱酱的生活! ♥

2012-01-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

LEEHOM . 疯狂式 ♥♥♥♥♥

2012-01-10T02:15:00.002+08:00

9/1

CAN'T WAIT FOR TODAY, 'cause for the first time Imma see LEEHOM, LIVE!!!
So I didn't get to sleep for the whole night.....LOL JK I slept so well x)
I even forgot what was today when waking up hehe. Sampat de la me.

Okayy so we (gor, Joee and I) got ready and gathered with Justin, Cynthia, Daniel and SHENNY at the KTM.
Wooots my baby Shenny went as well!!! :D :D :D
Gor was like saying I presented the best outfit to LeeHom, not that faokua k :P

Waited so long for the KTM @.@ Ishh as always lah.
Changed to monorail, following the path to go Timesquare.
Walked 20 minutes to Kanangan City!!!
We ran like shit 'cause we thought we might be late.
But you know, big stars like him sure damn 大牌 lo wei x)

The crowds!

After 15 minutes us reaching, then only the emcee started the event.
The emcee ain't really good lor, all of us commented :P
Didn't take pictures of him lur :P

我说王，你说：

力宏！

Repeated this like 5 times and LEEHOM APPEARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IN FRONT OF MY FREAKIN' EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I felt so damn excited!!!!
Everyone screamed like hell!
I still couldn't believe that he's right in front of my eyes!!!
First time ma what do you expect la :P

But after 3 minutes everybody started to get bored because it was just asking questions and we couldn't really hear what they said, super big echo ._.

Like this . . .

Answering questionssssssss...

So we got bored and took pictures of ourselves x))))

Justin & Cynthia were 10 people ahead of us.
While gor and Joee were damn damn in front!!! :(
We were all at the first floor lar you know...no use la can't touch him de la x)
They got better view lurr :'((((

He gave his poster to some sponsorship companies and it was cutting-the-cake ceremony!

Didn't take pictures of him eating the cake.
Damn cute lar x)
Then he came down from the stage to take pictures with the fans who already bought the tickets.
Everyone screamed like shit laaaa!
SEE SEE!

EVERYONE GONE MAD!!!!!

Spot him?

Then he gave out angpau packets of him to all the VIPs and fans.
So awesome larr I want!!!!! T.T
But no handshakes were allowed, lol I was like, seriously? =|
Watched the crowds took from him in a bad distance :((((((((((((((((( ENVY LAR.

Like that lur... *sad....*

Joee brought Shenny and I down, trying to sneak into the 'fans' area so that we could get it.
But gahh, too hard lar the security was too tight, lol LeeHom mar XDD
Sadly, watched him gave out the angpau packets to all the fans and saw him waved bye-bye lur.

Bye bye LeeHom :'(
Happy things end fast huh.
But today was really a sad case lar :P
I expected more of this, but, IT'S OKAY! Must feel grateful already!!!!

We'll meet again! If I'm still that highhhhhhhhhh!!! *party rawck*

Choir Leader . . . ?

2012-01-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

7/1

And this time, she wasn't wanting anything to happen.
What is she to do towards something that isn't supposed to happen?
Fine, she'll get used to it (: (: (: She bets!

Well this is not the point.

This is,
tonight. She's aware of it, maybe a little too exaggerated of feeling anxious.
Guess what, 'cause she was slacking for the whole week.
真该骂…
That passed, so, yea it's okay.
Got things done. But praying and wishing that she won't forget anything, just anything, as always.
As always.

Maybe she's just afraid to let him down, as always.
As always.
I can see her worries.
She's in me, and I wish this part of mine will learn to be strong, be matured.
Just . . . better.

Both she and I don't wanna mess things up. She's the choir leader, I'm me.

Or is it, just me.

2012-01-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

Lol JK I'm really sick now X_X
Like, physically sick.
Quite of a serious immune-system-down.

And it gets more ill when you're waiting for some......thing. Or, . . . lol whatever, bye.

2012-01-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

New Year Eve . This Is It

2012-01-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

31/12

My new year eve has always been in church.
I went early that day, settling slides stuffs.
He's hot (:

Father Mitchel proposed 3 new year resolutions.
1. Spend more time with God through praying.
2. Light up candles to people around us.
3. Be devoted to Mother Mary by praying more Rosery.

I still remember, 'cause it's simple.
But can we do it, that's another matter.

To be frank, I've changed a lot this year.
Firstly it's totally because of my Confirmation, thank God.
Secondly, Rosery and Praise & Worship.
I'm glad that I've turned a bit more matured.
But of course, there's so much more to learn, to be renewed.

I will make an effort to become God's good girl in 2012!!!

New year eve mass (:

新年快乐！♥

It's All About Me And To-Drive-Procedures

2012-01-02T12:26:00.003+08:00

27/12

Yeah man undang test day!
I'd set this date a week a ago. Should be enough time for me to study.
But I didn't, because of carols.
Started studying this on 25th. And my 26th was damn busy so I practically just did those exercises for a day only :P

I was quite nervous, but I prayed non-stop.
We were the second class to enter. Means after 8 candidates, then it's our turn.

During the test, his words about the test he'd taken kept ringing in my head.
Like how easy did he pass it or what.
Yea that quite boosted my confidence. Thanks, noobie :D

Things turned out to be me passing and dar didn't get it. Sad :(
But it's a good thing that she has friends to give her companion for her next test =]

You know, you've to be so so so so grateful to have a friend beside you when you have to wait two and a half hours AFTER your test, waiting for the uncle to come fetch you.

Me and dar talked about college.
She told me about her well-planned college plans, while mine was totally empty.
SAD.
She gave me lotsa advices, thanks (;

So it has ended and I went home and rotted.

28/12

I've been planning to go amali with church friends. Vcb and kaikaize.
They're so slow lah, they got everything faster than me and now I got to listen amali with them.

Since my dar couldn't go with me anymore, I sticked with Vcb lur.
Kaikaize kinda ignored me, as I've already expected.
That pig :D

This amali talk was half of the time of the undang thank God man.
Vcb sat behind :( and kaikaize sat beside me, made me being ignored. Ishh!

Gave them chocolates :D

Yea man I actually do love both of my friends here. HEE.

Some kid came over and I played with him all night.
Recently I realized, whenever I see a child's pure smile, I smile :)

Caroling On Air . AiFM

2012-01-01T22:40:00.001+08:00

26/12

Goshh how would I ever forget this date?
I've been feeling quite anxious for this day to arrive.
The "seniors" are, you know, so pro, and I was afraid to ruin it.
We'd been practicing this for thrice ONLY.
Time was running out because this event was held on like, 2 days after our carols and big Christmas Eve!
Plus, everyone wasn't in a good condition, symptoms after carols, ya know.

So on the 26th, everyone gathered at my house and did the final practice.
Not. Really. Satisfying . . . , To. Be. Honest.
We went for dinner and rushed all the way to I-don't-know-where-but-I-know-it's-somewhere-near-PJ-or-Bangsar :D :D :D

This is the radio department.

We took 开音糖 from Catherine. And all of us were damn nervous before the thing started.
At 9.05pm, we went into the room, and still, it hasn't started though.
Introducing the DJ, 吉安 :D

I'm sure there is a better version of these pictures, just that it's in the DJ's camera.
'Right, while waiting for the DJ to get things started, we spammed picturesssss! :D

Gonna start gonna start! XD

I think everyone chillax-ed a bit after this x)
And this is one of the picture during the thingy~

Here, the videos :D

There was some technical problem, there was actually two more songs before this.

And both songs are quite highlights of the night! Aww =|

You can hear my voice here =X

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, promoting myself =.=

Totally camera problem, will try to get pictures from the DJ.

Nahh, I confessed I didn't present my best larh.

So dear mates, please forgive me.

Dear God, thank You for Your blessings and care that You've poured on us, especially that night.

You've given us more than we'd expected!

We thank You, and this proving we need You! (: (: ♥

'Sides, I wanna thank my family and friends so much!
They'd been giving full support, mentally and spiritually :D
One simple text will be more than enough (;

P/S : There was no dogs in the record room. :D

2011-12-31T15:38:00.002+08:00

我 . 你 . 祢

2011-12-30T18:52:00.001+08:00

他告诉我了以后，忽然感觉到责任重大。
惨了压力有了。
我知道我是那个我，什么事都做得不好的我。
他对我期望那么高，我怕。
不，是很怕。

这种时候，顺便烦mai中学以后的生活。
我做了决定，又改，改了过后，又再改。
那么现在的这一个，又是否会再改。
好迷茫，太久没去圣神同祷会、圣母军，是吧？

他告诉我的那些，我还没找代妈妈来谈，Susan, I need you so much :'(
天主吖，原谅你这女儿。
好想到教堂跪一整天，反省、悔改。
体验祢无限的宽恕和大爱。

今天看到一句话，from Mother Teresa.

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."

I'm sorry if I did, exactly like how he said, even my star agreed.
I wasn't conscious about it, maybe this is the excuse from the devil.
But I really couldn't figure things out, that I did.

And sometimes, yea I know, in another way.
I don't care that it doesn't hurt me, from the way he acted like nothing, I know he's feeling something.
有时无言得真的好无言, 完全不知再如何跟你说话.
不明白, 对, 好不明白你.
如果我错了, 那是我错, 我会改.
如果你知道你错, 那我希望你会改.
从那时到这时, 我说的, 你对他怎样, 噢他怎样能活.
我以为能体谅我爱的人, 算是真的好朋友, 但我怕我体谅不住.

可能是时候放下, 但是他的心我看到, 为他心疼.
好惨, 几时能结束.
你很幸福快乐, 他却被你一手搞成这样.

我无言.

Forgive my sins, I hope what I do isn't that bad.

At least You know, I just wanted to help.

Christmas Eve ♥

2011-12-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

God's presence? We've felt it with our hearts.
He's between us.
I just need to feel more.

Caroling . Spread The Joy (:

2011-12-28T19:43:00.002+08:00

19~22/12

First day of carol :)
I haven't been to caroling practices this year, due to SPM. Wow, SPM seems so historical for me x)
FEELING GOOD.
Alright, back to carol.
I was feeling excited, because this year, my Vcb, Kaikaize, William and Wanli would be joining us.
My Sunday school gang :D :D

19/12 Day 1

Alright, so for the first day, my gonna-join-us-for-the-first-time friends asked me a lot of questions, cute la, anticipated spending my night with them, spreading God's joy (;

I had been taking care of the angels for today, 'cause Angela's absent.

Baby my church is beautifully awesome ♥

Today's houses were a bit far from each other.
One of it was Subang and I was like omg LOL!
Let's take a look at the pictures lah ;D

Subang (;

Back to church :D

Take a good rest, playing tambourine for next 3 days :O

20/12 Day 2

Went to listen Undang in the morning, OMG CAN DIE!!!!!!!!!
Have been texting with Vcb and Kaikaize for the whole session, about 9.00am to 4.30pm.
And Kaikaize passed his Undang test lo.
How sad the feeling was, when I was listening and he was already taking, ish bekcek x)

So it's the second day and I had been persuading Kaikaize to go caroling like hell and he still refused to.
Thanks to awesome Joseph that he played Kaize he wouldn't be going on the second day.
Zzz guys. Oh maybe I should've said, boys. XDD

First time playing tambourine :)
Quite a nice experience lah although my palm ached like hell.
It's okay lah punish me for some ego.

9 houses today! OMG right?!

Unknown parishioners, for me =X

Joseph Ting's house.

Awesome house!!! ♥

耶稣爱你哦！ ♥♥♥

Some of the 玫瑰公青-ians joined us today!

So did the day after~

21/12 Day 3

I really don't know what else to say lah ishh.

It had passed for like a week?! LOLOLOL. Enjoy the pictures then :)

Some rich parishioners in DPC :D

热情的我们 XDDD

Angels and us :D

At the last house, Ahken's (;

Bad sapohh! XDD

Yay! Me with the tambourine :D

Beautiful day 3 (: ♥

22/12 Day 4

It's the last day already lurr!

As always, the last day would always be the most fun of all four days!

Everyone was so hyper muahahahaha x)

Went to Fathers' place first! ;D

Daniel's house :DD

Went to Andrew's house too, and the GCB gay-ed :D

Fun night! :D
In the bus going back to the church ;DDD

Soooooooo high ^_^

Reached church~

Final briefing & short talk.

Newbiessss :D

Pictures spamming :DD

Still quite 冷静…

HYPERNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Caroling was as awesome as always (:
The happiness you get when you do your best to spread the joy.

With God's grace and blessing, we did it.

期待 . 你的 . 诞生 ♥

Post Of My Trip To Bali Will Be Postponed Due To I-Am-Still-Waiting-For-The-Pictures =|

2011-12-22T15:58:00.000+08:00

Ganging . With Full Blast Of Sampatness

2011-12-19T13:41:00.001+08:00

8/12

Muahahahaha the day after SPM :D
Immediate plan for outing, it's a must lah, releasing the exam beast in our hearts :PPP
I know I know I'm eleven days late.
AWESOME.
After this I was too busy, then I went for vacation.
Just came back for a day.
Quickly grab the time ;D

So early in the morning like 830 if I still remembered, Vcb came to fetch Wenhui and I to Kepong Sentral with Jason already in his car.
That sapoh Wenhui reached my house at about 745 XDD
Had a simple breakfast, prepared by mummy ♥

Reached Kepong Sentral and saw Kaize and Gerald were already waiting for us.
Six of us went together :D Others joined us later.
Took quite a long time, just like last time, to reach Timesquare, this time was a little faster I guess.
Same thing, bought ice cream before proceeding to the monorail station ;D

Ignore our faces, screw Gerald :D

After monorail we reached Timesquare straight away and quickly bought tickets for movieeeeeeee :D
Then Wenhui and I were so desperate to sing K so we quickly went~

While waiting Neway to be opened.

We really looked like lost girls laaa tsk tsk x)
And so we managed to sing K and practically, it was just Wenhui and I singing.
The boys literally went there to have tidbits and lunch ONLY.
Well Gerald did some photo spamming with his new DSLR, and Jason, at least sang for like maybe 2 songs?
ISHH never gonna go singing K with them anymore =.=

I would like to see the views in the Kbox, sampat la the guys x)
Let's check Wenhui and I out first :P

切记：我是完全处于没有形象状态中 :D

Wenhui ♥

See, she was so into the song x)

样衰是难免的 XD

Eii 邹文惠，下次找mai方宝玲他们一起！^.^

Now let's see what were the guys doing @.@

Eat eat eat nia *tsk tsk tsk* XP

Full jor then gao gay, haiyoyorrr XDD

Both of them were either sleeping, playing with their phone, going to the
toilet or just back to sleep.
Jason sang a bit, though.

Hey it's me again XDDD

No pictures for Gerald unless he's a camwhorer x)
Oh yea man, the most EPIC + HIGHLIGHT for today was in this Kbox!
So be prepared..........

*please scroll*

*and continueeeee*

FREAKIN' BOOYAHH MOMMA'S BUTT BABEHH!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDD

Laughing for a gazillion times wouldn't EVER be enough XD
Well all I could say is : YOU'RE FREAKIN' AWESOME AND EPIC LAH VCB ♥♥♥

Okay after our singing K session, we did those random things laaa like walking around and taking pictures, because it's like half an hour more for us to enter the cinema.

Random laahhh random.

Wenhui wanted so much to take pictures with the Christmas thingy at the bottom floor.
Like . . . these.

Picsssss. (:

This feels quite good :D

Muahahaha my hand is his nose :P

Pattern la him XDD

Then we continue walking aimlessly, and EVERY single time I go out with whoever it is, gastric happens.
Well I started not to feel so good lur.
Tired of walking as well.
My bag was kinda heavy with a bottle inside so I wanted Vcb to help me carry :DD

He's really hyper that day, F.Y.I., he had been doing all sorts of sampat poses or whatever patterns, if you wanna ask why.
He kept on saying, SPM's over, lol I guess he was really quite stressed out 'cause of that :P

We were a bit late to the cinema HEHEHE, but the show hasn't started, 'cause we were AWESOME.
We awesomely bought the two upper rows, 4 ups 4 downs.
Just like last time, Vcb, Kaize, Wenhui and I got the upper row and Wanli, Jason, Gerald and William got one row in front of us.
We watched what what Petaling Street Warriors.
Funny but pointless. Hahahahhaha but really entertaining lur.
The guy beside Kaikaize was like KEEP ON LAUGHING for almost every 5 seconds, he said x)
So sampat!

Well after movie we were hesitating what to do.
Some wanted roller but Wenhui that sapoh didn't want to. HAHAHA.
But still, we went Sg. Wang.
Saw the roller thingy, it was dark, and lotsa seafood in it.
Omeegosh never going in.
Well nobody really looked like feeling interested after seeing, except for Kaize, I guess :P

My tummy was crying so we quickly grabbed a meal.
Wenhui suggested this . . .

Not bad la, it was just me wasn't in the appetite.

Took pictures also ;DD

I looked so . . . reluctant? :P

Eii I shy one leh *blushh*
Lol sibeh 欠打 x)))

Woots my babiesssss ♥♥♥♥♥

Then Wanli left us to his family and William fetched all of us back!!
Dailouuuu ;D
We slept and talked about college thingy lur.
'Cause it was a long journey home, KL was just STUCK.

Hahaha I had a super duper fun day with them.

They are mine ALWAYS ♥ :DD

Thank God (:

哥哥 . 主

2011-12-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

7/12

"What a familiar date," He said. XDD

In the morning, like 6am, like SERIOUSLY 6am,
Ahkent, Cath, Elvin, Joee, Andrew, Justin and Cynthia were at my house already.
For what?!

To surprise my brother!!!
So they brought cake, camera, guitar and whitening lotion XD
'Right, so I woke up later than them arriving, and got ready to go to school for BC SPM.
Ishh...

At 6.30am, everyone went upstairs and gathered around him.
He touched somebody's leg and woke up freaking surprised by a lot of OMGs and WTHs or something.
Hahahaha laughed like hell.
So Justin played the birthday song and everyone sang!!!
I continued with my breakfast while others went downstairs for the cutting an unofficial cake thingy.
They then went to have Dimsum for breakfast while I was taking my BC in the school hall =|

In the afternoon, I came back and found that quite a number of people were in my house doing the mascot thingy for Christmas Eve Mini Carnival.
And so I helped out, quite much ;DD

At night, went for Confession.
Dad's car broke down.
Ambrose started crying when he was repenting.
And even after the Confession.

After my turn, everything seemed to turn upside down and all the way around in my mind.
Tears streamed at the very moment I knelt.
I felt so good being healed by God.
I've always wanted this feeling once again 'cause I haven't been to Praise and Worship for quite a period of time.
And I have to skip the next, because of caroling practice.
Aishhh, hopefully I'd get to feel Him closer soon.

After doing some other stuffs, we went home lur.
So Ahkent, Andrew, Elvin and Joee were once again in our house.
This time, the living room was filled with balloon, with a lot of scribbling and drawing.
Funneh ones XD

The dum dum birdy was talking to people hiding at the staircase, my bro saw lah, so in turn he frightened people hiding in there. OPPSSIEE LOOPSIE x)
Well this time the real cake was freaking surprising him. Looks like Joee did her homework XD
Baskin Robbins ice cream cake, ishh this brother harr, high requirement la tsk tsk :P

The seashells chocolate was soooooooo awesome!

Awesome bawesome! Got firecrackers XD

The mummy and the son.

And yes, sadly, dad was still in the church, waiting for people to drag our car back home, ishh.
He reached home at about 11 ya know?!
Goshh.
So in the meanwhile, we had PHOTO SESSION! Or should I call, polaroid session :D
Looooooooooooooook ;D

This polaroid thingy is really fresh to me.
Super duper cool stuffs.
I wanna have one, maybe after starting my college life :)))))

So I think gor would be super happy + surprised + delighted + fun day.
GOOD LAHHH.
Heheheheehe!! God bless a lot. Me lurve you. ♥ ;DD

2011-12-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

好久没有这种感觉。
这种好像被你一把扫过的感觉。
这几天很开心，有点幸福的感觉。但是心里很怕。
怕它重演，我不要。

不可以，不想允许。
有时是我自己太渺小，以为事情是照着我走的。
够了，我不想再更好。
得到再好又如何？最后还是要被你拿回。
告诉他也没用，我玩够了。
你当然不累，因为你拿着刀，我拿着盾牌。

结束，让这一切随风而去。
不来就不来。也许这对我更好。
被你搞得团团转，不累也会晕。
你几时正常过？
连续几天，把我和你扣了起来。
扣得好紧我不想放开。

你忽然扯得太大力，我碎了。
但依然爱你，放心。[:

我要它结束

你以为我爱上一个朋友。

不，我只是爱着一个朋友。

Her Birthday . Paulineee My Babe ♥

2011-12-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

17/11

So the plan before, was going to her house at 00:00 17th Nov, which was crazeii! XD
Well due to me taking Mathematics for SPM on the day, plan canceled.
At night, Daniel came to fetch Wenhui, Ahbee and I to Pauline's house.
We brought along the birthday cake [ICE CREAM CAKE WHICH IS HER FAVOURITE], cream, direction card and birthday hat x)

So Daniel and Ahbee, both of them which are so daring, would be smacking cream on her head.
Then Wenhui would bring the cake out and me putting on the birthday hat for her.
AND taking pictures ;D

So things went perfectly when we were in our own places ready to take our move.
And I called her. She was bathing ISHHHH, and we had to wait and not knowing when would she be okay.
Spammed calling and worried she might get out in a sudden.

Finally she came out and followed the direction card and got smacked in the hair AFTER BATHING, TWICE.
I could see she was damn freaking bekcek jor laaa x)

Let's see some of her pictures ;D

She kept on saying us very wai.
Hahah NON STOP you knowwww?

Still, we made her made her wish and blew the candles ;D

Me likey this pic the most ;D

Blur jor shishi psps.

Went into her house and listened to Leehom's music and enjoyed the cake ;D
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

She looks cute here, doesn't she ;D

This session ends here ;D

Then Daniel drove us to take Shabu Shabu as our dinner! :D

Like kids' paradise x)

Took the food without controlling ourselves XD

寿星婆 ♥

Her friend . she . Ahbee

Seriously, we were like just KEPT ON EATINGGGG.

More than talking and crapping you know?! XDD

This was the deadly result shown on our face :P

I know, you'll be like, whuddaeff is wrong with your look.
Muahahaha side effects for being too full >o<

Me like me shoe XD

Then, we're finally DONE naong ;DDD
That time everyone couldn't move jor luuuuuuuuuuuuuu X_X

Three of the girls went to scoop ice creams so damn excitedly, like kids la :P

Ice cream is her freaking favourite (;

So the night ended when she gave me a goodbye huggie and went to Ahbee's house.

You know I love you banyak one larrr XD

And wanna say sorry to delay this post for like, nearly 3 weeks lurr.

*muaxxxxx* for you :DD

Kaikaize's Birthday Post ;D

2011-12-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

14/11

Have been planning BEFORE his birthday like . . . a week? HEE.
Junjie helped a lot x)

That kaikaize sure wouldn't be going to LOM, I guessed.
So I called Junjie ask him to come anyhow. Well he made it in the end ;)
Kaikaize wore a singlet that night, he thought he's special or something XDDD
HIGHLIGHT PINK MAN.
Dude you kidding me?! XP

Well PuiYiJie sang a birthday song for him, and that time he was already feeling shy like moss grew on his face.

After adoration, Jason and I rushed to the refrigerator in the kitchen of the church to get his birthday cake out~
Followed by, Ambrose, Minmin, kb, william, small Jason, Austin and small Justin.
Junjie was busy holding him up in the chapel x)
I guess Junjie really did his homework XDD

Then we started to walk in the corridor towards him, and he's walking towards us.
He knew something's up 'cause we were walking in a straight line.
Well after he saw the cake no one said anything so I screamed ONE TWO THREE.

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday to KaiZe~~~

Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

祝你生日快乐！

May the good Lord bless you~

He damn shy laaaa!
Shy until like this . . . . .

Yerr wanna blow mieee?

*hesitatinggggggg*

wooohoooooooooooooo ;D

Then was taking-the-candle-out-with-the-mouth ceremony which was quite dragging because he wanted us to swear that we wouldn't smack the cake onto his face.
Ishh him arr.
At last . . . ,

he didn't want also must force him XD

Then cut cake eat cake lurr..

照片的品质不怎么好，但是我很喜欢这张噢！XD
生日快乐！
我要你爱主多点 (;

You know you're cute right? XD
I know you hate me say things like this, so let's pray he won't be seeing this post.
I love you buddyyyyyyyy! Forever most evil buddy ♥ ;DD

毕业大餐！. 这怎么能忘 ♥

2011-12-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

11.11.11

I've been looking forward to this, very excitedly.
It's in Shogun ze Japanese Restaurant in 1U.
Awesome right?!
The cooler part is that everyone in our class, all 43 person joined!!!

Although some went back earlier, but at least everyone got to enjoy the meal together (:

After eating, not satisfied, ended my second round with way too little of sushi.
Well then we all sang a lot of songs, like ALOT.
Of all our songs that we've once sung during our class competition.
2010 and 2011. Gosh.
That was like . . . maybe 10 songs?!

People sing 'till cry =|

Then bear bear played a video, photos of 5K, accompanied by the song "那些年".
EVERYBODY CRIED LIKE HELL.
Like seriously, I could feel the leaving-and-feeling-bad-and-never-wanted-this-to-happen feel.
Sad, hugged Sinyee and cried badly :'(

Then we ignored the sad session, and started ze photo spamming session XDD

Sinyee . me . Rouyiing ♥

Jiajia . Makzai . Huiann . Karying

Kaipin . Yimun . Jing . Munyan

Elise . Puimarn . Peiyu . Wenyen

Suyi . Xinjo . Yixin . Yiwen

Sohchen . Hongjun . Sengyi . Sheylin

Edwin . Ronkit . Waikin . Weiyan

Yongshen . Yeejuin . Guanyik . Shukoon

I cannot forget the moment when we sing together.
Before leaving, we all hugged each other.

Awesome bawesome 5K ♥

Graduation . Bittersweet ):)

2011-12-05T15:18:00.001+08:00

10/11

I know it's like a month late or something.
But I just can't help it lahh, it's SPM.
And apparently now, I'm not in the mood to blog about it.
Will try to :(

So early in the morning I was in a I'm-afraid-I-might-cry-mood.
And my friends had been saying that they might cry, which makes my mood not really appropriate for feeling happy to graduate. Leave this everything-tied-up school life.
The whole occasion was very bored.
We were just talking to our friends and taking pictures.

The climax was each class going up to the stage to receive our graduation cert.
We hesitated to hug our class teacher or not, 'cause there was once. . . some conflicts.
Okay, so all girls hugged her and sharing from my friend, that the hug cleansed every single trammel of the passed incidence.
Which is a good thing to say.

Then we were treated with an awesome lunch.
Malay meal tasted good too!

Pictures are logically taken and to be treasured.

Well that was all the pictures, don't think if I'd missed any.

My darling came and we hugged, she started the waterfall-ing.

I couldn't control and I followed, hugged and cried. For the first time weii!!

This graduation . . . ,

I just don't wanna leave my friends :(

我毕业了！

LAAAAP FO!!!

2011-12-04T23:37:00.001+08:00

4/12

A typical Sunday morning.
Everything was normal in church.
Wow feel weird when I was back to the place, singing.

神父说：放弃一切阻挡我们与天主之间的关系的东西。
不知道为什么我哭了。
忏悔。

After mass, went for Dimsum with dada, mama and birdy.
Nyahh still love Eden's.
Went home and totally having the bathe-then-nap-then-Rosery-then-memorize mood.
But mum surprisingly offered me to go 1U for the LAPFO-session.
Fuiyohh! The war started in my heart for like 3 seconds and the SHOPPING side won!!! XD
So I tagged along with them.

I haven't been to 1U for like A YEAR with family.
Went once in October, for the class party thingy, the one which I haven't blog, ISHH.
So many pictures to edit lahh I'm so lazy ><

Alright, alright back to trail.

So I went and we went stuck at the entrance.
Cars didn't move and people behind were honking like mad, I even heard someone shouted.
Goshh zero percent patience in you, mister.

Austin and Ambrose hurried straight to the rock climbing thingy.
Dad dropped me and mummy and we were off for SHOES!!!
My friction-less shoe which I use it for shuffling, worn out at the edge of it.
Mum was like : 这双烂臭鞋！不要穿了啦！
Hahaha!!

Mum has birthday vouchers so we bought like mad.
Hee.

我当时愣住了一下。
虽然是有一点心跳加速，但是那是因为一时发觉自己太样衰反应不过来 XD
过后没事，好正常，开心终于证明解脱。

Let's see some decorations ;D

海底世界噢！XD

Side

Next, going to Padini. OMG this is freaking heaven.
Nice clothes with lotsa discounts.
Mad awesomeeeeeeeee.
Gonna grab more during the next visit 'cause mum's kinda rushing off.
And so much regret for not going to Kitschen, MY FAVOURITE PLACE.
Hopefully I get to go 1U one more time 'cause 3 per 4 of my December is scheduled.
Ishh..

再次相遇，你那微笑，曾经可使我不知所措、缺氧。
曾经。
今天，我坦然微微笑、招招手。
轻松 x)
是时候去剪一剪你头发了吖。

Kinda rushed back home.
But feeling freaking satisfied for what I've got today! WOOTS.
Reached home and it rained like never before.
Thunderstorm and the sky was completely covered with a big, black, edge-less cloth.
Friend said trees and advertisement board fell down.
That was bad! Hope nobody's injured.

Oh and, dear Sunday School Form 4 friends of the whole KL went for Confirmation Camp.
Hope God pours His endless love and the fascinating Holy Spirit on them.
Let God enters the core of their hearts.

Can't wait to listen to their sharing tomorrow ;D

Ooii zhuzaize, 你好帅，怎么办？(x

耶稣至圣圣体 †

2011-12-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

Too real to be true ♥

God I really wanna love you more, as much as I could.
To be a better person,
for You, for Your church, for myself, for people around me.
I do, willing to become Your tool.

Control me from my reckless anger and mood swing, that brings everything bad altogether.

C'mon, I wanna be me :)

Just . . A Little . . Bit . . More To Go . . .

2011-11-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

30/11

Yea wei Bio's off. Everything and all are off.
Left BC. Just BC.
Hope I could do something better than I did. 'Cause it's Chinese, you know?

So I kinda went crazy in the morning, BEFORE my Bio exam.
Hyper, caffeine in the morning, can't blame.

So after screwing my paper 3 for Bio, I went home screaming like I did it awesomely.
Managed to arrange to go Jusco for my beloved Twilight Breaking Dawn.
AWESOME.
Went with Pauline, Eliza, Brose and Elvin.
Hmm I want Part II.

But seeing Edward once again surely made me forget about everything bad :)
Damn tired now, like seriously.
Hopefully I'll be having the mood to memorized those gawd damned phrases.
240+ you kidding me?!

I just hope we could have fun.

Sorry sometimes I feel tired or stressed out too, and too much ideas made me feeling frustrated the shit outta me.

I'll try my best to chill, plan and have fun.

You guys, should be awesome. Should have been.

The Side Is Dark

2011-11-21T13:24:00.003+08:00

用华语发泄。
英文的vocab烂透，自己严重顶不顺。
希望SPM过后有时间去把它加强，英文不能不进步。

对，就是黑暗的那面，爆发出来了还是什么的。
彻底、恨入骨，不要这个我。请拿开，不要回来。
这次的黑暗一次又一次地吞掉一丝丝的微光。想逃离它的魔掌？这次好像有点难。

动不动想喊、想狠狠一巴给他死。不管是谁，我顶不顺。
可以说我完全失去耐性，什么问题。
下一秒痛捶心，又再次鞭打耶稣。

我错我懂。没办法控制不住。

怎么念玫瑰经也不像以前可以使我平静下来。
夜里让心喷血痛悔。
我怎么做不到？

不想找人诉苦，因为帮不了，是我的问题。
而且说了反而害了别人担当你的烦恼，不用你们帮我烦、拖累你们。
不讨厌任何人，讨厌自己怎么了。
今晚在朝拜圣体时想向主哭诉，唯一不变的依靠。请祢跟我说话。

还剩5科，科科都是10科里最难的。
好久没有动，他们在我脑里过得怎么了？还是都搬家了吗？._.

我还以为他们可靠，原来讲爽而已。
还以为我们大家是一起的。
现在才知道原来不是每个男生都是可靠的。除了我的星星和叫他姐姐的男生。

闲。

考完SPM也不会特别到哪里去，也不是一样这样过。
没心情，没感觉。

够了，真的不可以这样继续下去，我累。
我要另一面的我。
但是我需要另一面的你们。

主我严重需要祢改变我。

2011-11-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

That's quite of the reason to be for me to online now.
Err ooppss? =X

Post Of Pauline's Surprise Birthday Celebration, 17/11 Will Be Postponed Also Lo.

2011-11-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

4 pending posts. Awesome ._.

Hmm I realized I kinda need you everyday, don't ignore me please :D

And baby, HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!! (:

Post Of My Dear Kaikaize's Birthday Which Was On 14/11 Will Be Postponed, Not In The Mood.

2011-11-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

And plus, he won't want to see those touching and meaningful words.
FO SHO!

So let it be la sei noob x)

The First Day Babeeeeeeeee! ;DD

2011-11-14T18:34:00.001+08:00

我懂暗蒼很多，但是很久没有拍照了，muahahaha... :P
今天考了第一天，我会努力下去！
希望朋友们不压力咯…
加油啦大家！

余子优你可以的！;DD
SPM is one of the ways to feel God's love.

I FEEL GOOD!!! *dana nana nana nahh* XDD

Midnight Brain-Jammed Feelings

2011-11-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

Oopps. Coffee in the morning and tea at night.
This is what I got.
Rolling left and right on my bed like half-dead fish.

And dang, I'm hungry.

14/11, 23 more hours to go.
I hope I could say : Bring it on, babe, let's end this shit!
But the words stucked at my throat. Maybe the heart sent something to stop tragedy happening on me.
On the bed lying thinking of my graduation. Over and over again.

Life won't stop. It goes on and on and on . . . until you wilt and become dust.
I . Feel . Terribly . Old .

The tallest mountain ahead of me and the deepest valley behind. Which would you choose?
There might be something wonderful behind the mountain. But it might just be another valley behind.

I never dared to make my choice. Or was I even conscious about it.
I always felt I was being dragged. Just like that.

C'mon. Make a decision.

Will there be anyone to make me stare again? I miss your hug. And I want it again.

Post Of My Graduation And Ze-5K-Big-Graduation-Meal Will Reasonably Postponed Due To You-Know-What.

2011-11-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hope I'll still remember what to blog about, after SPM.

10/11 and 11/11 are both so bittersweet.
I love 5K, so do other friends. High school is awesome, never wanted to leave.

Wish time would just stop.

就这样咯

2011-11-07T17:27:00.003+08:00

7/11

想简简单单地说说自己的心情。
好啦，时辰终于到了。还剩一个星期。就这么一个星期！
我是否已准备好？明显的，并不。

THEN WHY THE HELL AM I NOT WORRIED NOR FEELING ANXIOUS?!
I'm so awesome.

真的没有认真看待，我怎么了？
没关系吧，事到如此，我想改也来不及嘛 :P

作练习做得好轻松，没有认真作。
算了，有什么就呕什么。
心已飞到SPM过后，想考车、出街、参与回公青活动…太多！
幸好我不压力，要不然现在可能死了。
偶尔会觉得紧张，仅仅那几分钟咯 (x

现在要赶去seminar,被逼旷了圣母军。想得圣母的恩宠、想看看弟弟第一次的加入情形、想看看我可爱的兄弟们…
不想旷、不想旷 :(
明天也得去seminar,我要歌颂赞美 :( hmm,可能来得及覆手吧？我一定要！

可爱的傻佬，谢谢你回到从前，你真奇怪！但是我爱！XDD
开心有这一班傻佬 :D :D

Thank God for everything. I follow Your arrangements (:

2011-11-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

GOD I REALLY WANNA GO. JUST FULFILL THIS WISH PLEASE.

I wanna feel You once again, close.
I wanna see my brothers getting closer to You for the first time.
I want to sing my lungs out for You with my hands held up high in the air, exalting You.

PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
Just please.....!
I TRUST IN YOU, WITH ALL MY HEART, You'll do it for me, right? (:

对不起我要更爱祢，是我的错

2011-11-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

我现在知道我的软弱。

我需要祢、你、你、你、你、你、你，还有你。
我其实不能做什么，忙你们的吧。除了祢。

对不起我信德不够。
对不起我感觉不到祢一直一直的爱。
对不起我无助时只想要他们的拥抱。
对不起我伤心时看不到祢的平安。
对不起我失意时没有放祢在最高。

软弱，很软弱。
我不要无助。
我要祢帮我。同时，真的很想感觉到他们的存在，那很安全的存在感。

REAL STEEL! :D :D + Something

2011-10-30T17:58:00.001+08:00

29/10

A beautiful Saturday night.
My family went to eat Bak Kut Teh x)
Then straight to Jusco! MUAHAHAHAHA REAL STEEL!!!

I bet I'll cry at home if I didn't get to watch and stay home studying! XDD
Met my sapoh Pauline there. She watched You're The Apple Of My Eye.
Lolol that sapohhh ♥

Nahh!!

A super nice movie, go grab a ticket now if you haven't watch it ;D
I personally rate it like Thor! ^.^
My friends said it's nice tooooooo!

Hugh Jackman, you know, Wolverine?

Then, his son!!! SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! Ohhh mai god!!!!!

Cute right? Haha blueeeeeee eyes! ♥

His best smile ♥♥♥ (:

Muahahaha fall in love with little kiddddddddd ;D

I know, I know, I'm not supposed to be here.
But you know, Bio doesn't taste good for me, although History is much worse.
今天总能控制一下。
礼拜天终于去了教堂，心里舒服得多。
不断告诉自己不要埋怨、不要埋怨。
好啦好啦，有人帮我应该感谢了。
谢谢身边有人默默地也是为主服务，不要把自己看得很惨那样。
做多一点又如何？SPM仅仅是那张文凭，关天国什么事？
有的还小，我不怪她们，以前自己其实就是那样。

拿不到好成绩应该不会怎么样。
如果算是祈祷过关那就不用再担心了。
该做的应该做好，不应该把它们变成借口来看。
很辛苦吗？付出很多吗？
睁开眼睛看看你才做了什么。
得骂一骂自己。

醒了，往前走。
我可以的噢！'Cause God I know You're here with me (:

2011-10-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

想哭都没有时间，
去睡觉比较好。

BEC 15th Anniversary ;D

2011-10-27T18:32:00.001+08:00

26/10

Gonna make this simple, fast.
So I'm involved in LOM's performance.
Yea I once struggled to join or not. But blah, that was stupid to reject ;DD
'Cause I had sooooooooooooooo much fun on this night! Awesome!!!

So the LOMs went there at 4.30pm for rehearsal.
At first, we did so badly until PuiYiJie called us quickly to pray.
Then we waited for the dinner to start.

Wenhui was alone :(
So I gave her companion for a while lurr.
Spam pics...sikit sajaaaa x)

See my WenHui so lengluiiii ♥ :D

Paulineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥

Threeee of us ;D

Not being with them tonight, different table, SUPER FARRRR NAONG!!!
Sobs :'(

Ini babi Ambrose ;DDD

My pig!!!! Perasan daooooo >.<"

We're doing the opening performance.
People say we're good ;D Thank God :))))))
Me love the dance banyak!
I remember my practicing weeks were so fun! Always anticipating Monday and Friday ;P

I wonder if people take our pictures of videos?
Will re-upload it here if they've uploaded.
So, we did great, 'cause I love it! Cannot say not nice orhh XP

Then my table's sampat-ers sampat-ed like mad while eating.
We crapped a lot, even played Silent Killer thingy.
Then the BECs performed group by group.
Muahahaha my BEC's one is mad super hilarious. I didn't enjoy much, due to my videoing-the-whole-thing-down-for-about-maybe-10-minutes-that-caused-my-hand-to-fall-off-now.
Dad's sooooooooooooooo funneh HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

There was also lucky draw sessions.
Our table was like totally sampat or what.
Vivian started the "HUI JIA LIAO" thingy. While MinMin taught us the "NAO DIAN BO" thingy. While MEEEEEEEE wanting everyone to button up to the max XDDD

We did our last performance, which was singing two songs : Send Me Lord and a Mother-Mary-song song :P
I think some sorta alien possessed us or something, we were so damn hyper after our performance.
There's a yamseng session.
We sampat-ed again by slowing down our tempo.
And when people looked here we all hid XDD SOOOOOOO FEI LA.

I forgot what else we did, I'm happy and that's it.
Enjoyed sooooooooo much with them :D :D :D

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 XD

Epic fail!!!!!!!!!!! XDD

Never forgetting my two sapohs!!!! ♥

Normal...

Normal still........

RAWCKKKKKKK! XDDD

I shuffled with Min Min for awhile, 'cause I'm wearing my most friction-less shoe XDD
We also did some sampat gesture like : Yo yo yo yo peace bro sup bro.
I taught her one, she taught me another one XDD

Kkkkkkkkkkk, enough for the bulls, time to go home!!!!!
Beside the lift.

Us three :D

With Catherine too!

That's for tonight!
Me likeyy! Shoooooooo happy ♥♥♥! :D
We can be holy, we can be hyper!!!!!!!!!! Best of LOM x)

My darling, happy 17th birthday ♥

I Want The Next Time ;D

2011-10-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

23/10

TODAY IS A GOOD GOOD DAY!
Chooiyin's coming over!!!!
I'm feeling excited hahahaha 'cause it's the first time maaaa bobian ;D
Some more it's a sapoh wor! Even excited laaahhh ;DD

Morning I went to church as usual.
Today I feel good, I have no idea. But I'm still a sinner.
God please forgive me yarrrr. I sincerely wish to change.

After lunch Chooyin arrived!
After some minor chit chats, we started off with History.
Then had a break.
Made coffee + milo + fresh milk for her ;D Used to promise her to make her one naong!
SEE I REMEMBER WEIII!!!
Heeeee!
And we had biscuits!!! :D

Look at my sapohh! ♥

Then it's time for girly talks ;D
Hehe more than half an hour lurr muahahaha.
Proceeded a bit of Bio and found out that my studying effectiveness is actually kinda LOW.

Oh well I had a great day.
Thanks to my Bebe ;D
Hmm anyhow Bubu still sounds nicer!

My clock chimes twelve and it's time to sleep.

Tata world, tata Bebe, tata star, tata Edlee, tata my guardian angel.

I wanna rest.

Turning Back?

2011-10-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

More and more burdens.
This road we're going through, the more we walk, the more things beside the road hopped on our back.
Going heavier and heavier. That's why old people bend.
No more purity like kids in life.

WHY WASN'T I JUST A BIT MORE RESPONSIBLE?!
So that I don't have to suffer now.
BEFORE SPM.
Congratulations Eunice, you brought yourself here.

I really don't know what to do, lost track, lost time.
Awesome treasurer you are, hate yourself for that please.

As for studies, I kinda gave up partially. I got no study mood everyday AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.
Let it be, that's all I can do, fine.
Since it's like 20+, how few, how fast it will be, and I'm feeling nothing.
Too calmed, over prayed for my anxiousness? XD

As time goes by, more rubbish collected, more backpacks to bring on.
Can't avoid.
Just to put your faith totally in God.
Hmm, I skid off laaaa, when stews come tumbling onto me.
Sigh.
So have to pray more la, moaning groaning aiyo-ing are all useless.

I miss my star, can't kacau him though.

Hope he'll do great.

Can't talk to him whenever I want liao :(

Pray for him!!! :D

And, HELLO JUNJIE! XDD ♥

It's Either AAAHHHH-24-DAYS-LEFT Or -Untitled-

2011-10-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

21/10

Good morning sunshine-who-shone-on-my-butt!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is just a post to ensure my blog doesn't think I'm abandoning it.
Poor bloggie, I really have lesser and lesser time for you :(
First, nothing interesting,
second, no time to use computer,
third, my brain is temporarily jammed.

I woke up realizing I dreamed of Devon Bostick (Wimpy Kid's elder brother : Rodrick). Muahahaha he's hot ;D
And also waking up texting Clar, it's her buffdayyyyy!!! :D :D
Happy birthday here again (;

-OUT OF TOPIC-
So coming back . . . . AAAHHHH 24 DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!
Yep true, not dreaming.
It's kinda unbelievable for me still, like, I'm graduating in no time man!
Sooooooooooooooo fast la deii! >.<
Can't bear to imagine myself in college life or whatsoever things out of secondary-school-life-world.
It might be scary =|

Not fully prepared, I'm slacking, like . . . NOW.
Zzzzzzzzzzz, got used to me doing nothing when I can see SPM's shadow is coming for me.

Next, untitled, means SPM is nothing.
Hmm, is this really the info passing through my mind?
Should I really take SPM like a burden, like a Greek God carries the sky?
Or I just go into the hall, sit there, do what I can give best, and that's the end of it?
I think I should pray more, I don't care what road is lying in front of me, just walk and strike.
Gahh whatever.
Give it all to God and that's that ;DDDD

I think I can serve God more next year!!!!

AND REJOIN IN EVERY CHURCH ACTIVITIES!!!

Yeah babe! ♥

亲爱的部落格，你可想念我吧？

2011-10-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

I Crave For My Saviour ♥

2011-10-13T00:05:00.001+08:00

He said : 不要怕.
I regretted that I didn't say it out loud when I was supposed to.
In future, I'm not going to loose grip of shouting what He'd told me, OUT LOUD.
As usual, He healed every single trauma of mine in my deep heart core.
I cried, I smiled, I felt peace.

Holy Spirit is just simply fascinating.
You thirst for It, and there It comes for you.
My friends are blessed. Others should try.
Must! This is born for us to have a taste of it.
Once you taste it, forever you crave for it --- God's precious love, God's awesome gift to us.
Treasure and appreciate every single moment of it (:

Every single gift,
You created it, You wrapped it, You delivered it 'till it reaches at the door of our hearts,
sometimes we throw it away,
You fixed it, and re-deliver, OVER AND OVER again.

Forgive me when I forget Your kindness.
Please do deliver it, wait for me outside of the door.
I will make it open up just for You, I will throw away every single bit of darkness,
dig up every single bad root.
Plant new sprouts for you, they will open up wonderful blossoms of Your love.

Just help me, O Lord, me need You ALOT.

Internal Struggle.

2011-10-09T01:25:00.001+08:00

So time continues to go tick-tocking by like nobody's business.
While everyday I'm granting it to slip away from my fingers.
This makes time becoming even more precious than ever, and subsequently brings me increasing pressure, day by day.
Writing the date in my diary everyday kills me so hard.
It's reaching it's reaching!

When I'm not studying, my mindset is to strive as far as I could.
But when the book's blurry view is swaying in front of my eyes, I think I've done enough for the day.
And the next day I regretted so hard for ending my book-eating session so fast, not even finishing a chapter.
Awesome right? What an SPM student *tsk tsk*

Other than slacking, I only know how to online.
Like now, I'm supposed to be snoring in dreams with the raindrops splattering on my window.
To charge for sufficient energy to rape my beloved reference books.
Sometimes I'm in a happy mood, sometimes, urgh, feel like just lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, eating chocolate, online browsing Facebook pages lifelessly, not giving a damn to stuffs around me.
But I simply can't.

Aihh sometimes I'm too susceptible.
Not a good thing, mood swings like mad especially having PMS like now.
So I might do more bad things compared to normal days, which I should really learn to get control of it.
I must be God's good daughter.
Not hurting anybody else.
Seriously I admit my mouth is real bad or whut, tried to joke but that doesn't seem to please anyone!
In fact, I might had hurt them.

If you're not a joker, Eunice Yee, then don't act to be.
I'm just not the type of just saying a word and make the whole world laughing for 2 minutes.
No humour sense in me at all.
Should stop that much of crapping in life, get a life, live it to the fullest.
Unnecessary shits that ain't suppose to appear in my life, just shoo away.

Time, zaps like lightning.
Give me a few more seconds everyday, just to think of my future.
Lost. God please guide me and show me my path.
The path that You've chosen for me.
Need to find out how is it like. And let me see You in front of me.
Can't wait Tuesday, I wanna feel You once again, desperately. ♥
Too much evil in me. Heal me, cure me, save me from darkness.

I do, sometimes I struggled.
'Cause you're up and down, and I LOTE you always,
you made me feel BAOD.
I can blame nobody else for that, for having you in my life.

Star! ♥

2011-10-07T17:57:00.001+08:00

It's one in a million to have someone you can utterly rely on.
When you're down or sad or worried or sick or moody or stressed out, you try to seek for their shadows in the hideous darkness.
And the point is, they will be there for you, even there comes a tornado.
You'll feel very secure with them around, like you're protected and cared so much.
They don't care if you're ugly or troublesome or crazy or weird or irritating, they will still spread their wings wide, with all their might, just not to see you get hurt.

I thank God for having this star.
The one and only precious starship I'm having throughout my life.
Sometimes I hope I could do something in return.
My star's awesome, so do my guardian angel.
God loves me! And I'm touched, real touched.

You're awesome la star ;) ♥

Best star ever!

Don't neglect your gf :P

Huggies! ♥

2011-10-06T14:19:00.000+08:00

H.U.G.S.
It means a lot to somebody when you give a genuine one.
It shows that you care.
It proves that you love.
It gives support.
It comprises consolatory.
It presents safety to their hearts.

Give more hugs to people around you.
You might lighten their day without you even trying to do that.
My dearies, I need yours, and I'm willing to give you mine ♥

我的王力宏！_____ #2

2011-10-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

Weeeehooooooooooooo!
Leehom's second release in his new album ;D
Alright, the fiery and energetic one is over, it's time for soft, sweet, soothing . . . AND THE EYES!!! ♥

Check this out.
This time, Leehom worked with WongFu Productions, unexpectedly (for me la)! x)
Bro has been introducing their videos to me since forever, and they're all hilarious.

Right, please do enjoy (:

Some say it's normal.
Yea really, it's simple. But I simply love it.
Makes me feel light listening to it. AWESOME.
This is what musics for, especially during this exam periods >.<

Leehom gayao, support your songs always ;D
Anticipating for more ♥

2011-10-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

Self-control is severely needed now.

Eunice Yee!!! >.<

2011-10-02T23:32:00.005+08:00

天天都应该成为好天吖！

A new life, a young sprout, a spark of light.
Why don't we give things a chance, just a slight one? A thin line of light from the door slit.
Why don't you just sit there, stare. See how they struggle through what's ahead of them.
Changing obstacles into challenges.
You would taste different things, see colourful rays, feel the hair on your skin dancing.

As if it's hard to just stop and stare.

Universe? Cell?
What are we?
Too tiny to judge anything, to conclude a false comment on other people.
What are we? God's tool. So just obey.

Tearing my brain.
Limited space, limited thoughts, limited strength I own.

Feebly shivering, helpless desiring, fragily shattered, weakly lying.

The ending is always good. If it's bad, it's still not the ending YET.
现在傻了，我在打什么吖？傻婆余子优。
我的头脑，你多有用些，多0.1%已足够。
帮帮自己、帮帮别人…

By the way, 我不要再犯罪了、不要再对不起天主了！

2011-10-01T13:45:00.001+08:00

See whut's the colour it's like?
I'm. So. Doomed.

A joke I saw : It's first of October, DID SOMEONE WAKE GREEN DAY UP?!

Funneh (;

Everybody has to learn to stand up.

One of the processes in life.

One of the challenges in life.

One of the bumpy roads in life.

Stand up to it and say : BRING IT ON ;D

Unexpected

2011-09-29T14:49:00.005+08:00

Back from school a little tired.
Told myself not to sleep in the afternoon, pfft as if I would do that.
Letting the warm water from the shower pouring onto my head. I didn't move.
Was blank, not feeling to do anything else.
Austin continues with his movie marathon.
I slammed my door shut.
Lowering my eye lids. Drowning in thoughts.

Overally, my results are satisfying.
Results as in like, marks.
But the mistakes that I've done over and over again pierce my heart whenever I saw a red cross on the stuffs that I should've known!
Not bragging about wanting to get higher marks. But I just simply hate to see me wrong in things that I was supposed to get a tick.
And today. I rather make silly mistakes than getting such low marks in Biology.
Worse, much worse than anything on earth.
No hundred percent of hard work, of course I don't deserve high marks. Well at least moderate?
Gosh Eunice Yee what has gotten into you?
Completely ruins my day.
SKIP.

Things are never gonna get along between them both.
She is truly a heart-breaker. And in the same time receiving wrong informations.
He is a total fool, to stand still in stuffs that he shouldn't. That might ruin his life.
Whatever happens now, I couldn't help. I'm useless in this. She ain't listening, and won't ever understand.
Well he will just be standing there even rain pours.
She's my love. She'd changed.
I'M OUTTA THIS, disappointingly. And sadly.

49 days countdown. I don't want it to come.
Not prepared.
At all, pathetically.
Noobie me >< someone force me please.

My face. Red dots yellow stuffs black stuffs.
It's killing my look.
Ugly. Shit.
Want my clean face back. :(

The damned braces. Keep coming out. Grr. Want me to waste my time to sit there for the afternoon just for 10 minutes of checking. ARGGH!

Scout stuffs. Undone. Screw the freaking teacher-in-charge. Dang.
Don't bring me into this. Zzz. Shytty.

And anything else.

I can't bear the weight pressing against me. But I couldn't let anything go. Not that I don't want to.

Maybe it's a good time for me to rest. Escaping from my world. Into somewhere peaceful, without burden.

I need Him more, to save me.

We Finally Johnny-English-ed! ;D

2011-09-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

26/9

Oooossshhh!
Me and my honey had been planning to go for a movie after trials.
Last week, plan failed.
So this awesome Monday . . . , me, Sinyee and Rouyiing went Jusco after school ;DD

I don't know why we have such mood.
People are dying to study for SPM and we went to play.
AWESOME.
Just this once, please? :P

Thanks to Sinyee mummy, a cute aunty! XD
Reached there and bought tickets, the guy is quite friendly and Sinyee sampat-ed with him =3=

Went to take our lunch in Wok Sifu.
Muahaha Sinyee's gastric juice was bursting out x)

Mine weiiiiiiiiiii! XDD
Saliva-dripping lehh ;D

Then we bought some tidbits to be our additional mummum.
JOHNNY ENGLISH! ;))

Laughed like a sapohh in some it's-really-damn-hilarious parts.
Haha! And seriously, Sinyee was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr noisy! *tsk tsk*

Oh well had a great afternoon with my awesome buddies, our very first simple outing.
We plan to have more awesome ones after SPM ;D Anticipationnnnnnnnnnn!
It's good to chill for a while, sampat a while,

... like this! ;D

Not really in the mood to blog =|
Sounded boring hmm? But I enjoyed.
'Cause it's them I was being with.
Loads of love! ❤

2011-09-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

OFF MY MIND

2011-09-24T09:20:00.001+08:00

It's time to let everything goes in their way.
Whuteva paths they want.

I'm outta this.
Books are crushing me.
Again, I miss that crazy guy that always turn my stress into relax.

That wouldn't happen again.

Maybe stews should really leave me alone.
Or else people might find me dead suffocated.

没有眼泪哭不出。
很烦人的东西最好消失，没时间面对多余和不必要的烦恼。

有些“不关我的事”就真的不要理了。
感觉好远，怕考完试以后回不去那团体里了。

别烦我！
小事别烦我！
不该成为问题的别烦我！

但有时候我太爱那些人，被逼解决我讨厌的事。

2011-09-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

21/9

好像考完trials就大完酱！
回到家颓废到现在！
真是不该被原谅！XDD

真的有考完SPM的感觉。
回到家什么都没有做，online罢了！
严重！
就原谅自己这一天吧！

有时候，枯萎的心是有权力放任一下。
就那么一下。
的确好久没跟你说话，你知道我最近怎么了吗？你跟我好远了，别说你了解。
我说了的，你也不懂。
You're so wrapped up. Seriously, tell me you know that I won't ever know what you're feeling towards me, in any stuffs.

习惯了，但真的不喜欢掩饰自己的你。
没有给我安全感。

算了，算了。
不想再去接受有多一宗“松开的手”的问题。
应该有4个？
神经病，严重。

有想过是我的问题，看清以后、弥补以后，发现对方不接受。
我无可奈何。
也许有些人是我们原本就不该拥有的。

幸好我还有人陪，爱我的。

对不起，任性赢了。
我躲在后面，不肯面对事情。
心烦吧？
愿意接受我的怪，就接受，不是第一天认识我。
不愿接受，也许我变了或我们远了。

还有她，我要找一天跟她讲清楚事情。
心里还很矛盾。
不知会不会伤害她，还是眼睁睁看着她跌下去。

讲回今天，考试的最后一天。
派了数学和高级数学的考卷。
成绩不差，是很讨厌自己的粗心。
如果没有粗心的话，我可以上一级了！气死我了吖！

也许我最近很怪，希望SPM过后不会这样了。
都是你，我太爱的你！

2011-09-20T15:48:00.001+08:00

Cold. Very cold.
咖啡…拿来麻醉。

失望、很失望。
矛盾。
我能怎么做，你说。

-Untitled-

2011-09-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

NIGHTMARE . INSOMNIA . WEARINESS . WORRIMENT

This is not happening to me.
This has got to be something wrong.
Why?!
I thought I'm always feeling that everything is a I-don't-care thingy.

Insomnia, this is scary.
Sinking in the darkness, helpless.
Nightmare, dreadful.
No way out until the horror ends.

I know He cares about me.
He guides me.
He supports me 'till the end.

I thought I might have someone else, just somebody.
But I simply know people are too busy for me.
They have their own lives to live.
Nobody wants to have a life worrying about other people's status.
Stupid thing that I do?
Bring others' problems as mine, 'cause I thought that's caring.

Maybe life isn't just what I know about.

I feel like wanting to stare at the cross in the church,

after mass where nobody's in there.

Silence, peaceful, near, sweet.

Bring me close, draw me to Your side.

We Pretended As If You Aren't Wrong.

2011-09-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

Done trying.
Tired enough.
And there's nothing I could do about it.

I can't tell, you'll refuse OR get pressure.
Let him drown in the agony by his own?
That's hurting.
And that will never be the way to heal somebody's pain.

Please open up the eyes in your heart, use your tears to wash away the mist, instead of your unnecessary worries.
He doesn't deserve this, at all.
Unfair, cruel, pitiful.
You'll never know what's inside a box unless you open it up.
Learn, grow and change.
This is life so face it.

Running away makes things worse. It haunts you.

When a smiling face tries to hide a broken heart, you'll never know how much strength he needs.

And when he only cares about YOU.

不是要让你内疚，是要你明白。
I love you a lot, really.

TELL ME I'M WRONG!

2011-09-16T16:56:00.001+08:00

16/9

I don't seem to wanna accept the truth!
Look at the freakin' date. It's killin' me, so badly.
Mum asked :"What do you think about your preparation?"
I was like :"Mum, can I say 'nothing'?"

Oh goshhhh ._.
September feels too dangerous to me.
October sounds dead.
November sounds like hell to me.
December? I think I won't feel anything 'cause you-know-why.

Tell me it's not mid September!!!! ><"

Whut to do? =|

我的王力宏！XD

2011-09-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

LeeHom's new released song!!!
Check it ouddddd! x)

Nyahaha he's just so cool! ♥
This song ain't very positive. But I just concentrate on his lengzai face only XD

火力全開! :D

Hope to get more soft and soothing songs from him.
My star and I love his soft songs more larr..
But anyway, still love the English part, yeng daoooooo!
And he's still that hawt! AWW! ~o~

SUPPORT YOUUUUUU! ;D

我们的软弱 =|

2011-09-14T16:19:00.000+08:00

在13/9的那一晚，隔天考试我还没读。
你懂什么是"I don't give a damn"吗？XD
我还是去了圣神同祷会。
这次没有人陪我去…她们没去，弟弟都不去！哥哥去铁打。
开始之前发生了一些事，在车上就哭了。到了教堂冲进厕所哭。
一个人蹲在厕所哭。叫我的守护天使帮我。结果下一秒马上地，表姐来了。
帮我… :]

谢谢Michael，就懂他在我身边，懂我在想什么。
守护天使的力量 :)

过后就什么都不理。歌颂赞美罢了。心里好舒服、平安。
歌词仿佛在对我说话：每一样事都是主的安排，有他的理由。
充满感谢的眼泪流出，耶稣太了解我了…
最后，再一次的覆手。
同样的情形，灵魂在哭，一种医治、释放。
当时心里的平安，除了圣神能给，没有第二个人了。

整个东西完了以后，事情竟然解决了！谁还不感谢主啊？
所以我说：Dear Lord, Your arrangements are too good to be true. I thank You endlessly!

隔天竟眼肿肿地去学校，又还没读书。
她早早就来找我。
为他们心痛。
原来两个人都有同样的想法：作回朋友。
事情如此的简单，是人类自己太复杂。

如果懂什么是坦白，事情会好过很多。
如果懂什么是简单，事情会好过很多。
人往往把简简单单的东西复杂化。烦恼不多都假。

会为他们祈祷。

朋友问：怎么去教堂会哭到那么可怜。
不是之前哭的，而是圣神医治那时。

我想告诉她，没有医治心灵的人才可怜。

灵魂哭的时候是一种释放。把以前的创伤医治好。
外表很惨吗？
有天主在你生活里，有什么事会是你自己的事？
主永远不会抛弃你，人会。
投靠他，事情不只顺利。反而还比你想象中来得更好。

学习爱他，因为他先爱了你。

SPM Trials :口

2011-09-13T19:21:00.001+08:00

Yep my brain cells are pretty much dead caused by trials.
Oh well it's gonna end soon and SPM will be killing the whole brain by then.
See you guys in hell! *waving frantically*

BYE!

I THANK MY LORD. ♥

2011-09-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

For when He loves you and others.

He listens to you when you're blue.

He knows every single thing in your brain.

He catches you when you fall.

He'll never ever leave His eyes from you.

He is the one who cares about you more than anybody in the world.

He is the one who you could put full faith and trust onto.

He gave me this when I needed His words ::

‎"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

---Jeremiah 29:11

I want more of Your words, oh Lord.

To increase my faith, my strength.

To pull myself back into one piece when I shattered into pieces.

To know that serving will never be a bad thing to do.

When I needed help, you always give them to me like the chilling water of waterfalls, ENDLESS PERFECTION.

I'm here, right here, to serve You.

Will not hesitate anymore. Sorry that I did.

Now I know You're always here for me (:

DON'T SAY YOU DO, 'CAUSE YOU DON'T.

2011-09-08T16:52:00.001+08:00

No I Don't Think This Is Bullshit.

2011-09-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

静。
无声无息，无色。

风不吹、太阳失、雨有几滴。
没有气色。
天很暗，叶一动也不动。它失去了什么？

有一种风叫爱、令一种风叫痛。
花凋谢了，风不能像太阳重新赐花生气。
风知懂得让花受尽考验，知道世事是如此。
爱就让花能学会坚强，原来还有暴风。
痛就让花继续凋谢而死。

如果是爱风，怎么吹都不会把花吹死。
如果是痛风，吹到整棵树都被拔起，理你怎样就走了。

我并不残忍、并不坏。
不是暴风。
只是有些花凋谢了还觉得自己很美。
还说风令它很痛、很失望。

如果我不在意你，你就不曾在我心里。
我也不会主动问候你。

既然这样的话你都说得出口，就如你所愿。
反正看到我只能看见残酷的一个冷冰冰的活尸。

深信不是你选择了我，而是我选择了你。
你选择了他，而看见我…我看见你，而选择了你。

花如果说对风的残暴很失望，那就别说很爱风轻轻吹过。

风永远离不开花，没有选择。怎样飞都好一定会经过花。
但已不会有轻轻吹过的感觉。

一切只会在回忆里打转着，让你住在我的痛楚中。

风不想吹了。
风不想理了。
风的难过花看得见吗？
风之所以不想吹，是因为之前吹得太用力、用完风里存有的爱。

AWW MAN! :'(

2011-09-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

Here to announce something sad :( :(
The poor lappy at home has kena-ed virus and cannot switch on anymore!

I've saved a lot of amazing photos with quotes or nice nice things or awesome views. ALL GONE.
Shooooooo saddddd =/

Oh and dad's documents. Some are mine too.
Gahh =|

I MISS THE PICS NAONG.
How am I suppose to blog anymore? T.T

Cousin's Wedding! :D

2011-09-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

3/9

Woke up like 2am in the morning!!!!!!!!!!
Joking =3= 6am.

Lol I'm hyper now forgive me XD

So my brothers & MinMin left earlier from the camp yesterday night.
And they were bragging in front of me while I ignored them XDD hahahahah!!
Oh well, I admit that I'm quite sad for not going, but what to do?
Why am I born in 1994? :P

Okay so we started our journey to Malacca at seven. Reached at 9.
Just in time ;)
*deng deng deh deng* ( Wedding hymn, in case you don't know).
Hahahaha!
Just the normal swear-and-prove-in-front-of-God thingy.
May the good Lord bless them :))

Then went home for the 敬茶礼！x)

Went to uncle's house and studied for 20% of the time, 50% sleeping, 30% slacking ;D
*tsk tsk tsk*
Then bathed and wore my BOUGHT-FOR-ALMOST-A-YEAR.....-HMM,-ABOUT-9-MONTHS......-EH-WAIT-IT'S-ACTUALLY-NOT-CLOSE-TO-A-YEAR-JUST-3/4 dress :))

This is how it looks like ;)

Wee weeeeeeeeeeeee, me likeyy! :DD ♥

And off we went ;D
Normal lorr, eat those stuffs, listening to pro-s singing (except for one), and err stuffs.

敬酒礼

My cousin brothers! Moses and Samson!
They ROCKKKK! ;D ♥

Me brooooooooooooooo! He pebbles!!! :D
Pebbles are slightly smaller than rocks, you know?

That wasn't the end of the night!!!
Or whole big family went to a kinda of Karaoke Box just for families!
Wootsss!
Damn big larr the room! AWESOME!
Sang 'till 1++ am if I weren't drunk :D JUST KIDDING.

Blah blah blah, maybe stress drove me nuts because I ain't studying =3=

Dear G.A. you help me to sit for my test can? :P

Kthxbai.

Freaking Haircut =|

2011-09-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

1/9

A fine evening, blah blah blah.
Mum brought me for a haircut, since she wanted to have one too.
I waited for like 2 hours before mine.
Mad awesome.

BOREDDDDDDDDD.

I don't know what else to write jor =3=

After the haircut, I was looking quite good 'cause my hair was temporarily straightened.
Like . . .

this.

I know it's not REALLY straight but it's DEFINITELY better than now.
And maybe that guy is professional or what, he charged me RM55 -.-"
WALAO. Just some simple cuttings, and I don't really like the thickness now :( :( :(

Alright, never going there anymore in my life.

Whatever, hope I can have a good hair for my cousin brother's wedding this Saturday.
And by the way, happy birthday Josephine ♥

LOM 90th Anniversaryyyyyyyy~

2011-09-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

31/8

It was Merdeka Day, but I have other plans! x)
Was planning to wake up, study, do a birthday card for Josephine since her birthday was tomorrow.
But things ended up to be me waking up at like err 10 something --- not early.
Didn't get the chance to study, forgot what I was doing. Maybe...walking around in the house?
Didn't get to design a birthday card, went outta supplies x(

SO, I practically just failed my morning.
AWESOME.

Time was like flying and BOOM, there went 11am.
WAITING FOR WANXIN'S CALL! My dear long lost friend!
We had been too busy for each other and today is her birthday weii! (:
Talked for like 20 minutes, it's good to listen to her voice once again.
Hope she's not stressed out in studies lurr, that ChungHwa girl =]

Then *honk honk*, came Josephine, then off we went to church.
Told Josephine something shitty about the day before, and we went on bus.
Prayed Rosery and looked at the views outta the bus window.
Feeling real bad, where I could just walk to the back of the bus, sit beside that person and ask him about everything.
Oh well of course I didn't.

We ate something instead x)
and this sapohh won't ever forget to take pictures one larrr :P

Reached there and did all kinds of stuffs like singing, praying Rosery, 游行.....
Then it was the dinner jor!
We were doing the very first performance, something like an opening performance you may say! :D
I think we did alright! ;)

I wanted to talk to him, badly.

THEN IT'S DINNER TIME.

Too hungry to take any pictures down ;P

And our table was like damn freaking hyper.

Screamed like sampat-s or something.

It was a tiring day, real tired.

Tired of trying too.

Junjie wants me not to give up in that =|

I doubt my ability to stand any longer in this.

Let. It. Flow.

Notes to WanXin :

Dear dear dear friend.

You know I miss you so you better miss me more.

We are so gonna hang out after the sickening SPM. And I don't care if you're entering January intake, you're SO MINE after SPM :D :D :D

P.S. : I love youuuuu! ♥
P.P.S. : I miss the time we had, spending time together.

You better start sampat-ing to me.

Be the one who you used to be :(

2011-08-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

流下的眼泪永远洗不净那被你弄脏的回忆。
准备好的一切仅仅为了看见你脸上再次重现笑容。
也许那个笑容已不属于你，以前的你死了很久。久到我不曾发现这残酷的对待。

难道这次不够明显了吗？
就如送你一瓶最珍贵的红酒，你却把它打在我心上。把酒当成污罪的血、一起流。

眼泪干了。
你蒸发了，我不想挽留、坚持。
所付出的换来只有刺痛的失望和心碎。

朋友，我们算了。
你把它算了，不是我。
很累。

最后的一滴…是我对你永远不变的爱。

没有十字架，就没有光荣。

2011-08-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

28/8

A very fine morning, when I'm spiritually,-you-may-say prepared for the responding psalm.
Wasn't in a good condition since Wednesday, the first day of my practice.
Thanks throat.

Well I think I was facing a little bit of stress from the trials exam =|
Which caused me not to feel calm in singing.
Worrying this and that.

Won't like to talk much about the bad parts.
I just really wanna thank God like 'till forever. That is His power.

神父今天说了一句：没有十字架，就没有光荣。

每个人都有自己的十字架。
十字架代表着生活中所面对的重担与苦难、挫折。
我们不该再埋怨天主给的十字架太重因为他要我们完成的每一件事物，我们都有能力完成。
太难太重的十字架，他是不会给我们背负的。

好比我，如果声音很好很甜美的话，我会祈求主帮助我吗?
还是会自大地在那里以为自己唱歌如神?
如果知道自己能力有限，就会把自己的信德加强，一切都交托给他。
唱到再好听的人，如果只靠自己的力量，完全感动不了人.
再伤的喉咙，求主当时以你的歌声来宣传主要对人说的话，这样，谁都会被感动。
不是那歌声，而是圣神。

感谢圣神的陪伴。(: ♥

上主，我的天主，

我的灵魂渴慕祢。

2011-08-26T19:34:00.001+08:00

I wish that I could tell you this, ya know?

I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket.

绑牙不丑！XD

2011-08-26T18:56:00.001+08:00

26/8

Yesterday I went to the dental clinic.
My third appointment after putting in braces ;D
Oh well as usual, pain for a few days ahead. It will.

Chinese paper today.
Feeling nothing hmm.
Can't say it's hard, 'cause all the while it is!
Can't say it's easy, 'cause it will never be.

Yeshh! One week break before our second biggest war starts.
Hope I won't feel stress after this.
Still being very lifeless =X Yea you can see through how I still have time to sit in front of the computer and blog ._.
Just pray that I won't regret :P

So, to Eunice :

Plan for your future, sister!

If you don't, nobody else would!!!

AND TO MY TEETH :

Please create some miracles that you'll get tidy faster.

'Cause I don't want you to be tied up by a bar of steel for any longer. =|

绑牙不丑！要绑牙的尽快去！
尤其是今天刚说的那位！
不能想象你绑牙会怎样 x)

Come on, be who you have been.

I miss that you compare to this you.

我要安静，知祢是神。

2011-08-25T15:22:00.001+08:00

23/8

考生祈祷会。
叫了朋友们参加。不能再错过能跟他们一起高歌的感觉。
重点是唱给主听！

亲爱的均颖还是无法出席。
我跟她说：就算迟到还是要到。
我知道她是爱主的女孩。

整个过程都是歌颂赞美。
很爱唱这些歌，让我的眼泪情不自禁的滑落下来。
尤其是这首！

当我唱着这首歌时，眼泪一直流。
比唱着别的歌还要多、还要快！
爱死这首歌，让我想到孙修女呢！

最后有覆手祈祷。
上上个星期心情不好，错失了机会。
所以我赶快上前去，很兴奋、很兴奋。
过了３秒就倒下。

之前还叫了朋友们一起。
不知他们要不要，总之我叫了就是了。
情形就像上次布道会时一样，只是这次没哭那么大声。

我的双手和脚都很冷。
我一直渴望耶稣会触摸我的手，赐给我温暖、安慰。
但迟迟没有。
其实之前的心理也不会很好。
因为看见几乎每个朋友的家长都有出席，自己的父母却不得空。
当时的确有点伤心啊！

我不停地颤抖着，仿佛表现出我的不安。
忽然我看见主，在很遥远的地方。
我说：主求祢向我走过来。
但画面马上换，耶稣那令人安慰的脸庞就在我眼前。靠近得很。
已停止留下的眼泪再次涌出，热泪。
非常严重的热，代表什么吖？

这个画面让我感到愧疚。
也有一个讯息直接传到我脑里：

我已拥有的东西我还继续求。不知其实父母那么的爱我。没有常常记得耶稣其实就在我眼前，只是我以为他走远了，事实上，走远的是我。

以为、想太多。

够了，该停止。

圣神再过了一时，就让我起身了。
我坐起来后，继续内疚的哭着。
有人走来、坐在我身旁，镇定后，发现是均颖。
她来了！
而且还覆了手。
抱着她，感谢主让她来了。
也让她成功体验圣神，真为她欢欣。

望望四周，我是最后一个起来的了。
身边的人说我躺了好久，我也知道。
过后，朋友说每一个同班的朋友都有覆手。
我很开心！
为朋友们非常非常开心！

他哭了，希望他革新。

还有别的朋友们，还有我。

我真得很希望我另一个宝贝，宝玲，有这个机会。
为你祈祷吖！♥

Lift up your heart to God, the Almighty.

"Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord."

--- Colossians 3:16

Youth Gathering ;D

2011-08-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

20/8

So a happy and relax Saturday night.
Hmm just wanted to enjoy my time with my church youths buddy.
Have been feeling far from them 'cause I wasn't going to song practice this year.

So the whole night was practically eating, sitting down to listen the structures of church organizations and history XD
Oh and also photo spamming!

It's just a good night for chilling and crazy for some while.
Which is good for me :D

Now let me share pictures naong :D

We're good kids naong! Listening~~~

Guys! :D 3 of my Form 5 fwenzz <3

Big guys XD

GURLSSSSSSSSSS! :D :D

Look at this one, freaking epic! x)

Gayness revealed :P

Besides we recorded something like an MV for a church camp.

View this man seriously if you could enter the link : 《青春纪念册》宣传短片

Shenny told me something : Only Him can be my best friend. Only Him will be there for you, ALWAYS.

And that time, there's a picture of Jesus right there.

Shenny's right, He'll never leave us alone, even if the whole world does.

Trials . NO JOKE :O

2011-08-21T19:38:00.001+08:00

A random post here.
Nothing special happened, and isn't expecting anything to be.
Oh well, I know I've been updating my blog lesser and lesser as days passed by.
Yea as expected.

But this TOTALLY doesn't show that I'm busy studying everyday.
This sadly indicates that nothing special goes on in my life for like err......MONTHS.
School has nothing to talk about, logically.
Fun things are only the bullshits that we crapped outta our mouths.

I guess people are crushing their heads to study for trials these few days.
First paper will be this coming Friday, BC!!!!!!!!!
Oh goshh you know I'm gonna die hard, right?
But it's outrageous for me to memorize those phrases ya know?!
Salute me!!!! XDD *ignore my hyper-ness please*
Seeing that I've never did that before, right?

It's good that I've been doing practices for those tough subjects.
Things to catch up are like . . . how many times you poop throughout your life!
Sigh sigh sigh.
I have to work hard, stop only saying that I would.

He's mad at me for nothing, ain't he?

I miss you my friend =/

BC Seminar . Truly Dedicated Teachers!

2011-08-20T01:39:00.001+08:00

15/8

So it was a BC seminar.
3 per 4 of my whole class went! Haha we're absurd man.

Like a short trip for vacations, my friends brought junk foods, sweets and all sort of ham-ba-lang-cang. HEH!
So reached school like even the cock hasn't crowed, the moon was still freaking bright, the stars haven't go back to their skies.

Reached and already sampat-ed like 6.15 in the morning. I bet SinYee and RouYiing were speechlessly speechless.
Then, I went to look for my sapoh ChooiYin, sitting alone there so lonely.
I gave her companion until it was the time to get up the bus.
We simply sat at somewhere comfortable and there we went to HGH Hall. Just right beside my younger brother's high school.

On our way, I talked and chatted with RouYiing about pictures and songs, HEE.
After reaching, I looked around, hoping my long-lost-friend would be found, and also my star.
But disappointingly, they weren't there.
See see, it's sooooooo nice! Like shooting stars!

So. The seminar was quite good.
Had quite a lot of input but I doubted that half of them were stored =X
Other than input, my body gave reactions too!!
Neck ached, back ached, back bone ached, butt ached, legs ached......it's practically ALL OVER THE BODY.

Nothing much to say jor, took some pictures :D

ShookYee! :D :D
Left-hand-side friend x)

RouYiing!!! XDD
Right-hand-side friend :P
IGNORE MY FACEEEEEEE COX I WAS SHOOOO HYPER THAT TIME.

SinYee . RouYiing . me! :D :D :D

Hmm, good lorr.
Hope it improves and helps me a lot in BC =]

HEE. ♥

Just For You, SISTAAAA! ♥

2011-08-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

10/8

Please don't look at the date, 'cause I'm frigginnnnnnnnnnnn' late.
Procrastinator! =X
No larr, not practically my fault nerhh!

So, IT WAS HER BIRTHDAYYY!!!!! *fireworkssssss*
I know don't have the mood jor ._.
But still, sis, I just wanna say -the one I'd posted in Facebook n years ago- ::

Dear sis, without you in my life is like a bird without wings!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY! ♥ (: (: xoxo :3

HEHEH. Touching lehh!
You know sometimes, words cannot express our feelings utterly.
The love, the passion you have in someone.
NO WORDS.
It'll be when my eyes looking into yours, wordlessly you know what I meant.
Filled with affection, unconditional love, forever promises.
Sisters :: Human Angels.

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY WHEN WE CAN WEAR OUR MAXI-S AND GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!~~~~~

*eager look* ;)

Popo's 81st Birthday

2011-08-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

6/8

Woooohooooooooo! Finally a post for me to update my blog.
Dusty 'till it makes me caught flu! *aaaaateeeeeshoooooooooooo*, excuse me.

So I left tuition earlier and went straight to Malacca for, yep you're right, my grandmomma's birthday!
We went straight to the restaurant without gathering with the relatives first, no time naong.
We were the first to reach! :)

You know, dragons are always propitious to Chineseeeee! ;)

Mari makannnnnn!

Since no one was there, we got nothing to do except for playing with ze DSLR.

Nyahhaha this is weirddddd =|

Then one car followed by another, all the relatives reached and were seated ;D
There wasn't enough place for me, elder bro, younger bro and Kang to join the teens' table, well that's sad =/

See see!

With the not-so-old adults XD

And this is the major table lorr, the you-can-say-it's-old-but-it's-better-to
-say-not-that-young adults @.@ :DD

Bro was the emcee! Hahah NO PICS NAONGGGGGG~
We were in serious hunger! You'll know why!

Screw it! Irresistible larrrr >.< ;d

The dishes continued to come and I wasn't concentrating in their performance except for

The pro Hakka singers! OMG the song is damn freakinnnn' funneh! XDD

After sampat-ing with all other songs that we'd k-ed, IT'S THE CUTTING CAKE TIME NAONGGGGGGG!!!

I call this : Cake for the olds and youngs!!!
It's soft marrrrr x)

Our dearest main characterrrr! ;)
Look at her lovingly face hugging our just-born cousin brother Jayden! :D ♥

We then sang birthday songs in I-don't-know-how-many-languages x)

Then took pictures and cut ze cake!!!! :) :)

The popo's little boys!!! :D

Few sampat & crazy little cousins! :D

Dad . mum . me . Ambrose!

ZiShan jiejie . me . ZiXin ;D

Peace brother!!! :D

Yay yay, us! ;D ;D

Me likey this one ALOTTTTTTTTT! :D :D

After that, we played Party Rock Anthem and every grandchild was to shuffle on the stage.
WAHAHAHHAHAHAH freakinnnn' funneh.
You know what is LUAN LUAN LAIIII? x)

Damn funneh, sad thing is, I don't have the video man!
Your eyes will run away from you forever XDD

Well that's roughly about everything. Hmm dad's halau-ing me now =/
And friends around stressed out.
Hmm, maybe I'm a little too lifeless. BAD EUNICE.
Gotta go sleep since not feeling well naooooooo 13/8. Zzzz one week late, gahh.

Life is beautiful if you think it is!

2011-08-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

很累…
为什么睡不着？

为什么弟弟不听话？
为什么姐姐那么忙？
为什么所谓的好朋友最近只会对我假笑？
为什么妹妹不敢勇敢一点？
为什么那个傻佬那么小气？
为什么我还没完成帐目？
为什么我不再聪明多一点？
为什么我不勤劳多一点？
为什么我还想念他？

我想睡，睡不着。

Countdown 99 Days.

2011-08-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

Do you feel it coming?

2011-07-31T19:57:00.001+08:00

你可能觉得我很坚强。我并不。
每次当你的靠山，我不累。
面对自己的问题，我会累。
让我休息好吗？
我很累…想要躺在床上、对着天花板发呆、滴下几滴泪、放空…

你走开，不知道你怎么想。令你失望了，对不起。

累、很累。
有时发泄了还会很不舒服、很辛苦。
心里很烦…压力吧？
在我心里建起，外表看似没事。

哭了还想哭，还想哭…还想哭。

少了我那么几天，哎唷没什么啦…
去投靠那些你原本应该投靠的，他无时无刻在等着你。
但我做不到。毕业了以后的日子，我也不能保证。
但你心烦，一定要来找我，我在这儿。
那些我觉得不该去的，我不想再浪费时间了…

好久没有跟你讲我，一直说你而已。
喜欢以前你那样看着我，要给我鼓励、支持。

没有伤害你的意思，我想发泄。

你要知道我爱你，宝贝、妹妹、BFF.

再多一次 . 因为祢爱我 ♥

2011-07-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

26/7

很紧张, 不知会怎样。
但是一到了那儿，把一切烦恼抛到后头，全心交给主。
对，其实不应该感到紧张，应该平安才对！

怕自己可望而得不到。信德不够。
先不说那些。

由歌颂赞美来开始，不断地唱歌。
将我整颗心摆上最高的地方，希望主能看到。
投入歌词, 沉醉于旋律中。
个人很爱这些歌曲。
一方面是因为喜爱音乐，另一方面是于表达对主的渴望。

歌颂赞美时，仿佛整个心里很安全。
因为主都为你安排了一切，尽情唱就是了！
双手举得高高！赞美他！
他给得怎样都是好的，不好的他就不会给你。

生活中每一道难题的答案都可以在歌词里找到。
没有一个人能否认这一点！(:

对, 好的东西是要分享的。
晚餐时，拼命sms朋友们，邀请他们一同参加。
发了十多个简讯，回我的仅仅五、六个，是有点伤心和失望。
那些有来的，好啊，一同分享主爱。
那些没来的，最伤心的是两个要好的宝贝都没来。
如果一起体验，感觉多好！:)

如果。

有再多的如果，我们还是会犯罪吖！
人的软弱。
他宽恕了多少次？
我明知故犯了多少次？

改、改、改！

懂得悔改总好过不懂自己错吖！:D

好了，重点来了。
歌颂赞美之后，有心灵医治的环节。回到以前的。
上次孙修女那次，好像没有东西呢。
这次……也没有。

我伤心难过。以为事情就这样结束。
我知道整个活动结束以后，有覆手祈祷。
一直犹豫，怕刚才那样的事情发生。
很怕他进不到我的心里，很怕不被医治的感觉。

敏敏姐姐不断的鼓励我、支持我。
最后我还是去了。
开始之前，我对佩仪姐说：我很怕不能，没有东西……
她微笑着、冷静地说：试了就知道。

这不是第一次，而是第三次。
我不想没有体验圣神的感觉，所以才担心、紧张。
但佩仪姐一说，我马上冷静、闭上眼睛、手心张开向上。
舌音开始了。
告诉自己什么都不去想、只是不断地说：圣神，祢来吧！
过了七秒，我倒了下去。

跟上次一样，清晰的头脑在操作，只是身体完全放松、任由人家把我轻轻摆放在地上。
我在等待画面。上次耶稣的样貌清晰地出现在我眼前，这次会是什么呢？
没有得想那么多。
忽然，头的一部分热热的。
接着，泪水开始流，我也忽然间号啕大哭。
F.Y.I., 这是控制不住的。
我从来没有大声哭过，这不是我的哭法。

我曾经看过人家被圣神医治时是那样哭，但我的没那么大声吧。
哭着哭着，头脑还想了很多东西：我可以控制的吗？圣神应该是在医治着我了？
当时的情况很好笑，好像我被分成两半，一边在哭、另一边在旁边看着然后想为什么她哭。
神奇horr?

突然间，全身开始抖。
好像按摩椅那样夸张。
也是控制不住的。
我还有时间想，人家会不会觉得我很好笑。

有几次要睁开眼睛，结果都开不成，应该是圣神还没有医治完。
圣神很可爱，他医治的方法跟着歌曲的旋律。
到chorus的时候又更多的哭声。
有几位在旁边继续唱歌。
佩仪姐帮别人覆手时，再次的舌音，圣神的医治又到高潮。
圣神的美。

最后，他帮我开了眼，不是我自愿的。
心里的平安，难以形容。
就是相信我被医治了，只是不懂哪里。

也许对外教友来说，听起来会很奇怪、很恐怖。
但我告诉你，你亲自体验跟凭着观看的角度来感受是不一样的。
不止不一样，是不能放在一起比较的！

还没有领受圣神的朋友们，渴望吧！

Jar Of Hearts.

2011-07-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

I Longed For You! XD

2011-07-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

23/7

A beautiful morning!
Woke up and did house chores willingly ;)
Because why? BECAUSE I'M GOING OUT WITH MY SIS!!!

Aww I miss her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchh! ♥
I hadn't been texting her and seeing her for a month plus ._.
Shoooooo sadddd.

The purpose is still because of my birthday =/ after a week. Haha.
That showed how much she loves me naong! x)

She fetched me to Desa Park City and we met a lot of people there haha XDD
We bought some sushi for tidbits and then sat at the bench chatting :)

Once again! ;D

SHE GAVE ME PRESENT TOOOOOO!

Vincci watch nehh! Love die her!!! ♥♥♥

She has a red watch too, from Vincci also!
Hehe gonna wear it out together one day! :D

It had been so long since the last time I've been telling stuffs to her.
And she advised me in stuffs.

For like a month or two, she'd changed!
That was quite surprising :O But me likeyy!
I hope I've changed, for what she sees from me.
I really hope other people can see.

Not for long, we both gotta go.
She had an outing to enjoy while I had a tuition to attend and fish XD

LOOK AT THE PRO DRIVERRRR! x) x) x)

Fuiyohh macam yeshhh XD XD

Had a greaaaaaaat time spending with her!!!
Had been years larr seriously.
Thank God for giving things so many chances to get better! :)

Having a sister?
A PERSON BORN FOR YOU TO LOVE. ♥